.
It took me years to understand
That the more I tried to settle her flames,
The bigger her fire grew,
And the more I tried to control her,
The further I pushed her away.
And when she was gone,
She had left nothing behind.
And for some reason I still thought
of her and hoped...
That somewhere, someone has finally
learned how to set her heart free.
- R.m. Drake
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He was charismatic, magnetic,
electric and everybody knew it. When he walked in
every woman's head turned, everyone stood up
to talk to him. He was like this hybrid, this mix of
a man who couldn't contain himself.
I always got the sense that he became torn
between being a good person and
missing out on all of the opportunities that life could
offer a man as magnificent as him.
And in that way I understood him
and I loved him.
I loved him, I loved him, I loved him.
And I still love him.
electric and everybody knew it. When he walked in
every woman's head turned, everyone stood up
to talk to him. He was like this hybrid, this mix of
a man who couldn't contain himself.
I always got the sense that he became torn
between being a good person and
missing out on all of the opportunities that life could
offer a man as magnificent as him.
And in that way I understood him
and I loved him.
I loved him, I loved him, I loved him.
And I still love him.
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You should've been there,
should've burst through the door,
with that 'baby I'm right here' smile,
and it would've felt like,
a million little shining stars had just aligned,
and I would've been so happy.
should've burst through the door,
with that 'baby I'm right here' smile,
and it would've felt like,
a million little shining stars had just aligned,
and I would've been so happy.
You called me later,
And said, "I'm sorry, I didn't make it,"
And I said, "I'm sorry too"
And said, "I'm sorry, I didn't make it,"
And I said, "I'm sorry too"
It's something, something about just knowing when it's right.
It's been a long time since I came around,
been a long time but I'm back in town
and this time I'm not leaving without you.
You taste like whiskey when you kiss me,oh
I'll give anything again to be your baby doll.
I'll give anything again to be your baby doll.
This time I'm not leaving without you.
He said, "Sit back down where you belong
in the corner of my bar with your high heels on".
Sit back down on the couch where we
made love the first time and you said to me
*There is something, something about this place
It's something 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face.
It's something 'bout lonely nights and my lipstick on your face.
It is something, something about my cool American guy.
Yeah, something about, baby, you and I."
.
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before."
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
"You know, I haven't seen you around before."
Here we are again in the middle of the night.
I know it's long gone,
and that magic's not here no more,
and I might be okay,but I'm not fine at all.
and that magic's not here no more,
and I might be okay,but I'm not fine at all.
I know it's long gone
and there was nothing else I could do
and I forget about you long enough
to forget why I needed to.
and there was nothing else I could do
and I forget about you long enough
to forget why I needed to.
Maybe we got lost in translation, maybe I asked for too much,
but maybe this thing was a masterpiece 'til you tore it all up.
Running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well.
Hey, you call me up again just to break me like a promise.
So casually cruel in the name of being honest.
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
'Cause I remember it all too well.
Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone.
Running scared, I was there, I remember it all too well.
Hey, you call me up again just to break me like a promise.
So casually cruel in the name of being honest.
I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
'Cause I remember it all too well.
Time won't fly, it's like I'm paralyzed by it
I'd like to be my old self again, but I'm still trying to find it
After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone.
-TS
Half of me
"Oh you know me I'm the life of the party
Beautiful people surround me
Everybody falling in love
Oh you know me, everybody knows that I'm crazy
Sticks and stones they never break me
And I'm the type that don't give a fuck
And that's just the half of it
You saw the half of it
Yeah this is the life I live
And that's just the half of it"
Beautiful people surround me
Everybody falling in love
Oh you know me, everybody knows that I'm crazy
Sticks and stones they never break me
And I'm the type that don't give a fuck
And that's just the half of it
You saw the half of it
Yeah this is the life I live
And that's just the half of it"
Goodmorning guys, here in New York the time is nearly 8.30 and I am already in school.
I was so tired when I woke up this morning so I got all confused and left my room one hour earlier than I had to. Well, It's all good though since I get to enjoy an extra hour in New York.
Right now Im sitting next to my lovely classmate Rafael that just started google the difference between Sweden and Switzerland, haha. There are so many people who really struggle with telling them apart. I found it so hilarious.
Anyway, one of my latest morning rutine is to listen to this song with Rihanna. It's depressing but I really love it.
I think it shows a new side of Rihanna, and to be honest don't we all have sides that other people know nothing about? When I meet new people they often ask me about my blog, what I write about and etc. People have this hunger to put others into a certain box. This is something we all do and not only when it comes to judging a person from what kind of blog they have. I remember one time, when posted one of my texts / poems here on the blog. Later that day, when I came home from school my mother was very confused. How can you be so happy but sad in the same time? I have always had two personalities. One thats like the rainbow, all sparkling and outgoing. The other one, the overthinking one, sneaks up on me when Im alone. It makes me think about myself and my envoirment, it makes me doubt and it gives me perspective. It usually helps me alot but other times it's very damaging. Having these two pesonalies, the sparkling rainbow-one and then the greyzone-one, kind of make me to a complete person.I think it is important to know that people who's very happy can be sad sometimes. Life is not always cotton candy and butterflies for the people with big smiles. This text got way longer than I expected, anyway I really hope you like the song. It's one of those who has a little depth in it.
I think it shows a new side of Rihanna, and to be honest don't we all have sides that other people know nothing about? When I meet new people they often ask me about my blog, what I write about and etc. People have this hunger to put others into a certain box. This is something we all do and not only when it comes to judging a person from what kind of blog they have. I remember one time, when posted one of my texts / poems here on the blog. Later that day, when I came home from school my mother was very confused. How can you be so happy but sad in the same time? I have always had two personalities. One thats like the rainbow, all sparkling and outgoing. The other one, the overthinking one, sneaks up on me when Im alone. It makes me think about myself and my envoirment, it makes me doubt and it gives me perspective. It usually helps me alot but other times it's very damaging. Having these two pesonalies, the sparkling rainbow-one and then the greyzone-one, kind of make me to a complete person.I think it is important to know that people who's very happy can be sad sometimes. Life is not always cotton candy and butterflies for the people with big smiles. This text got way longer than I expected, anyway I really hope you like the song. It's one of those who has a little depth in it.
Have a great day, peeps.
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“I don’t understand how I can know so little about love and how it works. How I can be so bad at it when it’s all I’ve ever wanted.
All I’ve ever known is about leaving or being left.”
- Carrie Ryan
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Och jag skäms för att be och jag skäms för att gråta,
mitt hjärta är ditt att förstöra, låt din vän få veta.
Och jag skäms för att säga att du är kvar i mig.
Skratta åt det, för då kommer jag kanske över det.
Livet innan det kunde jag, utan och innan
Jag kunde haft det så för alltid
Men jag föll för dig och du förtjänade en nominering för rollen du spelade.
Det kommer alltid finnas en hand för dig nånstans
Du kan sluta dina ögon och aldrig känna dig ensam
Och alla vill väl ha dig nu,
dom har ju väntat på det här.
Och jag hatar att jag älskar dig.
Jag älskar dig så mycket att jag hatar mig
Det var en gång, det var en fest
och jag gick med nån för hon påminde om dig.
Men sen kom gryningen, jag reste mig, gick ut genom dörren-
Och jag gick genom den tidiga morgonen.
Den rena, tidiga morgonen.
Och jag visste inte varför jag gjorde så
Åh, jag visste inte varför.
mitt hjärta är ditt att förstöra, låt din vän få veta.
Och jag skäms för att säga att du är kvar i mig.
Skratta åt det, för då kommer jag kanske över det.
Livet innan det kunde jag, utan och innan
Jag kunde haft det så för alltid
Men jag föll för dig och du förtjänade en nominering för rollen du spelade.
Det kommer alltid finnas en hand för dig nånstans
Du kan sluta dina ögon och aldrig känna dig ensam
Och alla vill väl ha dig nu,
dom har ju väntat på det här.
Och jag hatar att jag älskar dig.
Jag älskar dig så mycket att jag hatar mig
Det var en gång, det var en fest
och jag gick med nån för hon påminde om dig.
Men sen kom gryningen, jag reste mig, gick ut genom dörren-
Och jag gick genom den tidiga morgonen.
Den rena, tidiga morgonen.
Och jag visste inte varför jag gjorde så
Åh, jag visste inte varför.
-H.H
LDR.
I was in the winter of my life, and the men I met along the road were my only summer.
At night I fell asleep with visions of myself, dancing and laughing and crying with them.
Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour, and my memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times.
I was a singer - not a very popular one,
I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet, but upon an unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again, sparkling and broken.
But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted, and then losing it to know what true freedom is.
When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I'd been living, they asked me why - but there's no use in talking to people who have home.
They have no idea what it's like to seek safety in other people - for home to be wherever you lay your head.
I was always an unusual girl.
My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean...
And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I'd be lying...
Because I was born to be the other woman.
Who belonged to no one, who belonged to everyone.
Who had nothing, who wanted everything, with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about it, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.
At night I fell asleep with visions of myself, dancing and laughing and crying with them.
Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour, and my memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times.
I was a singer - not a very popular one,
I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet, but upon an unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again, sparkling and broken.
But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted, and then losing it to know what true freedom is.
When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I'd been living, they asked me why - but there's no use in talking to people who have home.
They have no idea what it's like to seek safety in other people - for home to be wherever you lay your head.
I was always an unusual girl.
My mother told me I had a chameleon soul, no moral compass pointing due north, no fixed personality; just an inner indecisiveness that was as wide and as wavering as the ocean...
And if I said I didn't plan for it to turn out this way I'd be lying...
Because I was born to be the other woman.
Who belonged to no one, who belonged to everyone.
Who had nothing, who wanted everything, with a fire for every experience and an obsession for freedom that terrified me to the point that I couldn't even talk about it, and pushed me to a nomadic point of madness that both dazzled and dizzied me.
Im tired of feeling like Im fucking crazy.
And you can play all your games. Play me up and down, I don't mind.
Det finns tre artister som är perfekta för svenska regninga sommarkvällar. Vet inte om jag ens behöver skriva deras namn för egentligen borde alla redan förstå vilka jag pratar om. Håkan Hellström. Utroppstecken. Veronica Maggio. Utroppstecken. Oskar Linnros. Utropstecken.
Så mycket kärlek och känsla till deras fantastiska låtar. De blir liksom aldrig dåliga. Så tänkte att jag delar med mig med lite inspiration såhär på kvällskvisten. Inspiration till allt det innebär att vara ung, att känna allt och inget. Magiskt.
Så mycket kärlek och känsla till deras fantastiska låtar. De blir liksom aldrig dåliga. Så tänkte att jag delar med mig med lite inspiration såhär på kvällskvisten. Inspiration till allt det innebär att vara ung, att känna allt och inget. Magiskt.
Godnatt på er, nu pratar jag i nattmössan.
Born To Die
Skäms lite just nu, har tidigare uttalat mig om att jag inte förstod hypen med Lana del rey, men fy fan vad bra denna kvinna är. När man väl förstår hennes stil är det ju ovärderligt. Söndagsfavorit i kombination med mörk choklad. Texten är också fantastiskt.
Don't make me sad, don't make me cry
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime
Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause you and I, we were born to die.
Sometimes love is not enough and the road gets tough
I don't know why
Keep making me laugh,
Let's go get high
The road is long, we carry on
Try to have fun in the meantime
Come and take a walk on the wild side
Let me kiss you hard in the pouring rain
You like your girls insane
Choose your last words
This is the last time
Cause you and I, we were born to die.
Keep it loose keep it tight
Well relationships change,
Oh I think it's kinda strange,
How money makes a man grow.
Some people they claim,
If you get enough fame,
You'll live over the rainbow.
Over the rainbow..
Oh I think it's kinda strange,
How money makes a man grow.
Some people they claim,
If you get enough fame,
You'll live over the rainbow.
Over the rainbow..
I'm in love with a girl,
Who's in love with the world,
Though I can't help but follow.
Though I know some day,
She is bound to go away,
And stay over the rainbow.
Gotta learn how to let her go.
Over the rainbow.
Sometimes we forget who we got,
Who they are.
Oh, who they are not.
There is so much more in love,
Than black and white.
Keep it loose child,
Gotta keep it tight.
Who's in love with the world,
Though I can't help but follow.
Though I know some day,
She is bound to go away,
And stay over the rainbow.
Gotta learn how to let her go.
Over the rainbow.
Sometimes we forget who we got,
Who they are.
Oh, who they are not.
There is so much more in love,
Than black and white.
Keep it loose child,
Gotta keep it tight.
Cause I'd die if I saw you, I'd die if I didn't see you there.
wherever I go, whatever I do
I wonder what I'm in my relationship to you
wherever you go, whatever you are
I'll watch your life play out in pictures from afar
wherever I go, whatever I do
I wonder what I'm in my relationship to you
wherever you go, whatever you are
I watch that pretty life play out in pictures from afar
I wonder what I'm in my relationship to you
wherever you go, whatever you are
I'll watch your life play out in pictures from afar
wherever I go, whatever I do
I wonder what I'm in my relationship to you
wherever you go, whatever you are
I watch that pretty life play out in pictures from afar
.
You say you feel so empty
That our house just ain't our home
I'm always somewhere else
And you're always there alone
Just a few more hours
And I'll be right home to you
I think I hear them calling
Oh Beth what can I do
That our house just ain't our home
I'm always somewhere else
And you're always there alone
Just a few more hours
And I'll be right home to you
I think I hear them calling
Oh Beth what can I do
J.M
Wherever I go, whatever I do
I wonder what I'm in my relationship to you
wherever you go, whatever you are
I bust that pretty laugh at me from pictures from afar
I wonder what I'm in my relationship to you
wherever you go, whatever you are
I bust that pretty laugh at me from pictures from afar
'cause I see sparks fly whenever you smile
The way you move is like a full on rainstorm
and I'm a house of cards.
You're the kind of reckless
that should send me runnin'
but I kinda know that I won't get far.
And you stood there in front of me
just close enough to touch,
close enough to hope you couldn't see
what I was thinking of.
and I'm a house of cards.
You're the kind of reckless
that should send me runnin'
but I kinda know that I won't get far.
And you stood there in front of me
just close enough to touch,
close enough to hope you couldn't see
what I was thinking of.
And my mind forgets to remind me
you're a bad idea.
You touch me once and it's really something,
you find I'm even better than you imagined I would be.
I'm on my guard for the rest of the world
but with you I know it's no good.
you're a bad idea.
You touch me once and it's really something,
you find I'm even better than you imagined I would be.
I'm on my guard for the rest of the world
but with you I know it's no good.
I run my fingers through your hair and watch the lights go wild.
Just keep on keeping your eyes on me, it's just wrong enough to make it feel right.
And lead me up the staircase
Won't you whisper soft and slow?
I'm captivated by you, baby, like a firework show.
Just keep on keeping your eyes on me, it's just wrong enough to make it feel right.
And lead me up the staircase
Won't you whisper soft and slow?
I'm captivated by you, baby, like a firework show.
- TS
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All along it was a fever
A cold sweat hot-headed believer
I threw my hands in the air and said show me something
He said, if you dare come a little closer
Round and around and around and around we go
Ohhh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know
Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you
And it takes me all the way
I want you to stay
A cold sweat hot-headed believer
I threw my hands in the air and said show me something
He said, if you dare come a little closer
Round and around and around and around we go
Ohhh now tell me now tell me now tell me now you know
Not really sure how to feel about it
Something in the way you move
Makes me feel like I can't live without you
And it takes me all the way
I want you to stay
