We fucked it up and Baby That's okay.
You're staring at me,
and behind the color of your eyes that is so familiar to me, is a total stranger.
We used to be so much more than this.
Strangers.
We deserved to be so much more than this.
But we lost it, we both became blind looking at stars, chasing glitter and gold.
We chose the path that flattered our egos. We picked shallow admiration and one night stands over mad and magical love.
And baby that's okay.
But now, we're sitting here wondering if we could ever go back to those people that loved so deeply and cared so much.
But I am nothing like the girl you once knew. My empty eyes feel nothing when staring into yours.
You have nail polish marks on your bedroom walls now, and it's safe to say I have some stories too.
The two ghost people sitting next to eachother couldn't be further apart.
But baby, this is all on us. We got ourselves here.
We never wanted to miss out on life, and that's the best and the worst quality we share.
I won't lie- Life will be hella lonely now that we have forgotten how to love. Goddammit we have forgotten how to care.
- Felicia Elinor Weeren
